Cancer and Cannabis Oil

I find this a very important subject for me ~ being I am a cancer survivor. The panic that sets in, when the news is given is severe. I know for me, I immediately played over scenes in my life, and things I still wanted to accomplish. I panicked for my two young boys, and I panicked for my older children. I did not trust these surgeries or the chemo, or even the doctors. So many times I have found crooked people in my life. Yes crooked officers, YES crooked government officials and YES crooked doctors. I feel I am able to speak about this now, because, it is a serious issue at hand. We all know Cancer kills. Period. And when we are diagnosed, we feel it a death sentence. I believe in alternative healing, because that is the only healing that has worked for thousands of years for thousands of civilizations. The thing is, and this is upfront honesty here. The world is not all rainbows and butterflies. A few years ago I thought I was "lucky". In the mix of the cancer, and surgeries and radiation iodines. See, I had a friend I sincerely trusted (and still do) when he found out I had cancer, he mentioned this cannabis oil. Rick Simpson Oil or RSO. It is very, VERY costly though. And I did not have any reliable funds. I received a package FREE of charge from an activist in the RSO industry. I thought this was a God send really. I did not know this person (on a personal level) nor did I know where or how he manufactured this oil. What I did do though was nearly lose my children, my life and my livelihood. I did not receive instructions with the package on how to use RSO for treating, I did ask for them ~ and received them in a message. It was late, I put the children to bed, I was settling down for the night, ready to clean up the house and relax for the evening. I then thought I should start this RSO. I was told just a small drop, the size of a grain of rice. OKAY I understood that. Not long, it seems like only minutes later, I knew I was in trouble. I wrote on a piece of paper "Rick Simpson Oil" and called my mother. "Mom, I need an ambulance" and passed out. When I was coming to, I saw my mother and several EMT's in front of me, I handed them the paper and passed out again. I come to moments later on a stretcher outside leaving the house and into the ambulance. I tried explaining ~ I have cancer, I tried this treatment. I don't feel well. And passed out again. I come to several times, and passed out several times. The emergency room was HORRIBLE. The staff very judgemental and brutal. One nurse slapped me several times in the face. I filed a complaint with the hospital and the medical board over hospitals, and it was indeed substantiated. A few hospital policies were changed over this. However, one particular nurse, forced a catheter for sampling (which was the "forced" issue in the complaint) I had bruises up and down my inner thighs from this. Testing supposedly showed several drugs. LSD, cocaine, etc etc etc THIS WAS NOT WHAT I BARGAINED FOR. Reports to child protective was made about me being a drug addict/ user/ abuser. It was such a horrible event. I was sick for over a week, with blank spots in my memory. I contacted my friend and informed him of what the hospital stated. He then contacted said person who manufactures. My biggest point here is this, with all the illness's and controversy, and medical oil uproar. One cannot, absolutely cannot TRUST THIS. It is very scary, very very scary being labeled something your not, fighting to keep your children, all because you wanted to live. I am not against cannabis oil, nor RSO, nor alternative medicines. What I am against is untrained individuals handing it out. I believe the facility should be very secure with minimal contact of people to ensure safe, alternative healing. If its going to be out there, as it has for us shamans since the beginning of time ~ be aware, be secure, be trained. Just because one can sew a quilt doesn't mean they should be in the operating room at a heart surgery.